I have been so not into things recently and since another friend passed away last week  it just made it more depressing. This week I've been pushing myself to get beyond the misery and stay on task with errands. I have to get myself packed too for MA's Regional Convention in Providence this weekend. I'm so looking forward to getting away.

Our CEO JR is coming to the event along with my favorite corporate trainer Kevin Buckman. I really hope that they not only give us more great business building info but also address things like the Jennifer Lopez deal and what's in development for us. Its only a few hours Friday and all day Saturday then a few hours Sunday. I have to check the event schedule again. I don't remember and my brain is fried lately so I must take notes.

I've had some trouble with my laptop and our webportal. I can't even get to my own site! Only the MA site has this problem ( & no, its not a challenge or issue---its a friggin' problem) LOL It tells me that I'm not registered for my site and I've cleared cookies, closed my browser & even cleared again and shut down. I ran a virus scan found one hackware and a few spyware but those were really safe things I'd downloaded. And still have the same results ONLY for our webportal. The hackware was a MyWay search engine toolbar which gives feedback to their company to tailor my info with ads. Its been removed so it shouldn't be an issue.

Not sure what my hubby is doing with our girls while I'm away. Gotta leave early Friday to catch some afternoon trainings. The woman I'm going up with is a Transitions Coach and she wants to attend, I don't mind as I like being there for everything. Let's hope I can absorb the info and keep myself together. Sometimes I get worked up about not implementing the stuff they talk about for recruiting and business building. This is my biggest hurdle. I know what to do but hold back for some stupid reason, probably my lack of experience and perfectionist tendencies are to blame.

Okay, maybe I'll be back later..........